A STAR TO REMEMBER

She really left us when we ready

But still no one can halt the tears from falling down

The world that distinguish us now are different

No more squirm of yours

No more of your tears falling down due to pain

No more of your voices asking us to feed you

No more of your folks stories

No more of your angriness and sulking voices

However Star, 

I am certain about one thing, 

that you are gonna smiles everyday, 

that you are gonna be happy everyday,

that you are gonna feel blessed everyday

that you are gonna feel healthier at there,

that you  will risen up as one good and polishedvoices

I am the one who is uselss to say sorry and thank you at the same time

I am 

Thank you so much for presented in my life

Thank you so much for giving birth to my precious star

I love you Atok 

Al Fatihah (2509190400Jumaat)

THE MORNING HAS COME

I woke up to sweet imaginary in the morning

I ask the Lord to give me feels this sweetness even for a minute

The happiness are just written for me to feel

Only for a second

The rough day ahead seems do not want stop in the middle of the way

I take things easy but not carelessly

I tend to care more about what make me happy

I slipped into deep down my heart first than others

I prioritize me first but not neglect others

The 'give and take' I am practise in my life seems 

Getting me a good feedback

Life seems valuable to me  these day

Not produce thousands in a months

Not beautiful in your eyes

But still make it to live till today 

With a slight smile which soon to be the happiest and a very satiesfied smile

GUST OF FEELING

I had this feeling, 

it told me to love

I had this feeling, 

It told me to hate.

I had this feeling, 

It broke me into a pieces

I had this feeling, 

it told me to ignore

these two weird feelings,

came right through me and hurt me everytime.

The loves does not grow, the hates probes slow

the cycle that we denied

eventually happen everytime

it sad to see it happen within you

it is sad to neglected it. 

TALAM 3 MUKA

The three human faces theory is definitely true and it is kinda annoying that you need to feel wrong to yourself when in different situation.

  Human are said to have three different faces. When you are with your family, friend and your own self, your faces and behaviour would be totally different.

I hate that I need to hate myself after sometimes. I meant, it was me, the same me, even though there are 3 faces I had showed to.

I had rather not wanted to blame myself but I can not run from common stigma that says; when it is wrong, is wrong!

Dear self, pat your shoulder and it is okay to be yourself at different times, and what most important, it is never okay for you to take all the blames.

That is yourself by the way. You should be proud of it.


You are counted as feelingless, emotionless when you are not expressing yourself.

TALAM 3 MUKA SIGNING OFF.

SEJARAH MALAYSIA MERDEKA 62 TAHUN !

MERDEKA! MERDEKA ! MERDEKA !

Dengar cerita Atok petang tadi buat aku sedar; bukan senang kita nak gapai kemerdekaan macam yang kita dah kecapi sekarang.

Freedom is a vague word that you need to study more.TOLERANCE is what you need to always keep within yourself and stay alert  

Ingat, 

merdeka kita hari ini sebab orang dulu2 dah merasa derita, 

merdeka kita harini sebab orang dulu2 dah lelah berkeringat pertahankan negara

celupar kita harini sebab orang dulu2 dah puas tahan diri dipaksa kunci mulut mereka.

Jadi perkara paling kecil kita boleh buat untuk pertahankan KEMERDEKAAN kita adalah dengan sentiasa MENGINGATI SEJARAH KITA

the ones who dont remember their history will never make it forward. once said by a scholar. 

So for self note : jangan kamu terkinja-terkinja meraikan kebebasan jika kamu masih belum dapat terima SEJARAH kita, jangan kamu rasa kamu bebas jika kamu sewenang-wenang campur adukkan perkara yang bukan HAK kamu. 

Minda yang bebas bukan bermaksud kamu boleh buat apa sahaja, tetapi minda yang bebas adalah, 

minda yang dapat harmonikan diri sendiri dan bersikap tolenrasi antara satu sama lain . 

Jangan rasis 

Jangan lebar sgt mulut

Jangan claim suka hati 

Jangan cepat sentap

Jangan lemah ditindas

LIFE SAYING

Two best deals are not created when somebody loses the deal

Fuxking that psychology thingy when you only know how to scam people by hitting the lowest point of themselves.

• You can clearly said someone like that cause you know they are weak

Stop manipulating others by stating your fake conditions

Do not try to persuade someone for your own personal interest. They dont like you. Obviously.

Never overboard. Some might thinks you as a friend, but someone might limit their life circle cause you are not inportant. in an easy way, they are not thinking of you as a friend

Just so you know;you are not being 

considerate when you hit the lowest point ifof someone

Hello Lover !

The first time I saw you, I tried to deny my heart that you are not the one I am looking for. You seems like others at one glance but it is a relief when I finally found someone who is similar to me .

By others i mean  someone who is only looking for the outer appearance and never care about idividuals personality first. You know how someone can be charming in their own way.

Love.

When you love someone, it is hard stop;

When your heart longing for someone;

there is nothing else you could do beside thinking of him.

You will be thinking what to do with him, whay enjoyful activities you can do with him? What food should you guys enjoys together?

And when the love go deeper, you guys would want to think about your future.

When the love is hot itself; the world is yours.

Nothing can stop you from loving each other

The love is overflowed.

Making sweet memories together,

Walking the flowery path together.

Be there to each other forever..

The most unforgetable memories was when you and I making sweet memories together.

At that moment, all the pain washed away like a flowing river. I remembered, you bring the innerjoy of myself out. I was thankful for that. really.

I hope this longing feeling could stay together for us. You are similar to me, and I am similar to you. the differences between us  are not a barrier yet they bonded us strong.

You are my family, you are my lover. You are my husband. Wherever you are right now, just know that I am here writing this love letter for you to cherished.

Last night, I had a dreamed. sweet dreamed that you came to me and cherished me. Our love is protected and I believe when the time is come, we both can be together again.I was wondering, where are you right now and what are you doing?.

Till then, keep praying that we will be together in this life journey,

Till then, keep praying so that both of us can be happy and useful for someone else first. 

I'll look forward how the future will be for us.

Your future lover

foot note : thanks for coming into my dream last night. please come always and I will remember each moment we be together. salute !