The blog i write is for me to read in future and get the feel how am i been living all this while. Is that worth it or not.
I keep argue many things,and i can tell that others wanted me to cool down a bit. If i could do so, i would be the happiest girl on the earth. Nothing could hold be behind. Money still cant. I got it proven already.
It is just when you cannot do the things you wanted to do, you yourself felt ugly and worse.
Leads you to hate everybody, becoming evils and stubborn.
It is not that i am forget to believe people, it is just i dont. Till this days, i never have someone doing something for me without gettin it repaid.
I am on my own and i have hard times to believe on people even when they do goods all the times.
I expressed only to write , not to impress. That way i am feeling better. I wanted to do so many things but i dont have the driven forces onto it.
For all the things i can do it alone, just for this one things, i need backup and support. When you have already what it takes to be you, there is no times for you to take care someone else.
Express to peoppe got two ways. Either they listen or they just wait to tell their stories too. At the end, there is no solutions into thats.
Getting older, sometimes wiser and idiots at same times.
You got to express what you need. Nothing you should be afraid of, this is you and you just being you. Just maybe a reminder, always be kind to any souls.
