Thursday, March 26, 2020

BEST FRIEND MALE COLLEAGUE; First attempt to be together 📚💑

In a high senior college, there are two best friend name Dong Hee and Dok Son. They have been best friend since they started school early this year. 

Dong Hee will always accompany Dok Son wherever she is. Of course, Dong Hee is a knight towards Dok Son. At least, that is how Dok Son potrayed who is Dong Hee in her eyes. 

Being a friend, they always have fun together, cries together, have each other back and support when each needed. However, there is one time, Dong Hee got into a big fight with Dok Son. 

Dong Hee is an ordinary boys like others. Would still pick up a fight if he was provoked. That day, during in mart Dong Hee saw Bobby's gang the most annoying gang fight been bullying a petite girl. 

Looking petite somehow does not comply with the girls doing. She has been protecting herself without realising she put herself into dangerous. No one has really ever lose to Bobby's gang before. No one else done. 

Triggered to that situation, Bobby the leader of the group nearly slapped the girl's right cheek. Feeling unjustice, Dong Hee quickly abade his hand from slapping. 

'Continue this later, I have to pay and get going now'. says Dong Hee.  Seeing this incident, the slapping scene was succesfully halted. Audiences started  to dismiss and everything are back to normal. 

Dong Hee walks happily towards Dok Son who is laughing loudly with her friends. Looking handsome Dong Hee was trotting towards her, she welcomes Dong Hee with her excited smiles and waves joyfully.  They sit together in a circle and enjoy the food Dong Hee bought earlier at the mart. 

In the meantime,Bobby was walking around the park and happened to see Dok Son. Dok Son is not a really beautiful girl but she does have charming that can warm others people heart. Bet that is how Dong Hee started to been friend with Dok Son. 

Born in lavish family, turns Dong Hee to a really protective mode. They either bully him or use him for benefit. But that is not the case with Dok Son. Seeing Dok Son who is easy to make friends with other but never to hurt others feeling is what made him to approach her first. 

Furthermore, Dok Son is a friendly type who is easy to make people comfortable despite her cold outer look. So, Bobby stop for a whilejust to look at Dok Son who is still laughing heartily. 

Dong Hee happened to see that and quickly sat beside Dok Son to hide her from Bobby's sight.

At school lounge, while others are busy preparing their books to enter class, Bobby's who is quite good looking with his swag style and single eyelid aprroach Dok Son at her private locker. This time, Bobby are not looking fierce at all. He is greeting Dok Son nicely. 

Hey, your shoelace is untied. Tied it properly before you get going. Trust me, you do not want to stumble in your way to class. Seeing that, Dok Son tied her shoes immediately. When she gets up to say thanks, Bobby is already make his way to enter class.  

Dok Son shouts thank you and of course, all people in alleyway cann properly hear she says thanks. Being chic and all, Bobby just smirk on his face without turning back toward her. 

During lunchtime, Dok Son make her way to canteen with her favourite friend in that school Dong Hee. They walk while chatting about their after-class activities. Usually, they will hang out together and play together. When they are lazy to go outside, they will stay at home and do homework or playing games. 

Dok Son, I will go to your house to do homework after school. Okay, we go back together later. 

In the middle of eating, Bobby put his yogurt milk on Dok Son's plate. Shocked to see that but at the same time amaze to have extra food given, Dok Son could not help but to smile happily and say thanks immediately. 

Dong Hee somehow felt nervous. 

At Dok Son house, they studied together. Dong Hee and Dok Son are both excellent studs. Dong Hee famously known superb in his mathematical skills meanwhile Dok Son amazingly known superb in science theories. 

Bip. One tone message heard from Dok Son's phone. It is an unknown number. 

Hi,can I be friend with you?. Dong Hee happen to see the message. 

Dok Son and Dong Hee usually beeing assumed as superb couple at school as both of them are easy going and kind. They also never deny the fact that they are awesome couple. 

To be specific, they never specifically talk about their relationship. They just having fun, fight like others friends and get back in no time. Dong Hee is sure about his feeling. 

He is indeed like Dok Son more than a  friend. But, he will never know Dok Son feeling as they never really talk about it. They have been flirting since then. 

When walking side to side; Dok Son seems to say hi towards Bobby and tells him to see his phone.  So, Dong Hee confront Dok Son and ask what is going on between her and Bobby. 

Dok Son without hiding anything, she says 'ouh there other time Bobby send her a message wanted to be friend,so I said okay. And after this, I need to return his favour by teaching hin some science. Ouh, you can also tip in if you want. It will be great if you are there too. 

Dong Hee somehow refuse to be there. Dok Son is  a little bit weird. Dong Hee never left her alone to do study group. He will always join her even on his busy day. 


That evening, at scholl park, Bobby is meeting with Dok Son. They studied together and laugh together. 

Thanks for today Dok Son. A message from Bobby. So she replied 'No worry' welcome. 

In the meantime,message from Dong Hee entered. Dok Son, I have something to tell you. Can you come to my place tonight.  

Dok Son says hi to Dong Hee mothers before entering his room. Of course, she never fails to ask for some fruits. 

Dong Hee with a serious face sitting on his study table. Realised that situation, she walks silently approaching Dong Hee. 
Dong Hee stand up and turn his face facing Dok Son. 

Shocked to see his sudden move, Dok Son nearly fell. Dong Hee quick hand saves Dok Son from fell off. This time his hand are around his waist and their faces are close to each other. 

They could feel each other breath. Slowly,  Dong Hee face approaching hers. The first kiss between two best friend happen on that cold night. 

They are kissing each other intimately. His lips become hers and her soft lips become his. They both finally know their feeling towards each other. 

Dong Hee pulled Dok Son against the wall and still press her soft. The intimate kissing occur for awhile. With their forehead still intact, Dong Hee sofly asked Dok Son .'Do you want to spend the night here?'. 

Dok Son replied ' I don think I can tonight'. Been bestfriend and house close to each other, their parents already informed about their kids status. They have been sleeping in each other house since before and they is nothing to worried about. 

The kids knows the limits and would not do something shameful towards their parents. 
So the warm night ended with Dok Son let go his hug and going back to her house feeling relieved. 


Bip. one message entered. ' See you tomorrow little gulliver. She smiled instantly when she see the message. Tommorow would not be awkward at school, right monologue to herself. 

Dong Hee happily smiles and trotting towards her. Her heat beat so hard she could barely breath. Guys, I'll see you this evening at park. Then, she leave the circle and tried to run away.  Dong Hee catch her up and hold her hands. 

Ouh, Dong Hee is here. Hey wassup. are you eaten already? I am not eat yet but I full, see you later. Dong Hee giggles hearing her blabber so much. Dok Son, I wanted to tell you something. 

I like you. I like you since we started been friends. and I want to confirm my feeling towards you yesterday. And is it too much of me if I say I am happy today seeing how yesterday you acted towards me?. 

Dok Son blushed. Hey, you should not tease me too much. Dong Hee went to her arm and walk like they usually do. 

Someone been watching from the far and it is quite clear that he is not happy with it. Bobby messed up school by starting bullies again and always pick a fight. Seeing that, Dok Son send him multiple messages. But he would not reply. 

When they meet in the alley, Bobby is not smiling anymore and walk pass through her rudely. Dok Son does not know what is the case and she tries to figure it out. 

She went to Bobby's class and ask to have a small talk with him. 

Hey,are you okay theseday. why are you seen like somebody else? Is there any problems that is disturbing you nowadays. Bobby's fierce eyes still looks mad. He is mad, he could not do nothing about it. So, he hit hard the wall and left Dok Son querries unanswered. 

In Dong Hee's rooms he told Dok Son that he dont like Dok Son to be close with Bobby. Dok Son laugh heartily and ask him back, how about the other guys that I closed with? Jim, Joonie and a few others. 

Dok Son played around this time. He went closer to Dong Hee and asked, Are you jeleous right now buddy? . Their eyes meet. Dok Son shut her mouth feeling nervous. 

Dong Hee approaches her lips sofly and started kissing deeply. I dont know about anything else, tell your mom that you are gonna spend the night here tonight. 

Mum, Dok Son is gonna spend her night here tonight. Shouted Dong Hee. 

In a minute later, Dong Hee mum bring in one pillow and blanket for Dok Son. Dok Son still stay in silent continue her homework but she never forget to say thanks auntie. 

Dong Hee is still serious on the table. Dok Son is afraid to disturb him. So, she let him be. Dok Son says, she gonna go to bed first. Dong Hee is not replying anything. 

Soon after Dok Son is sleeping, Dong Hee went near Dok Son and kiss her forehead, nose and lips.  When he wants to get up, Dok Son hold his hand. Dont go. 

Their eyes meet. They could feel like they are owning the world now. Dong Hee put Dok Son on his bed.  Dok Son went into his arm and kiss her willingly. 

Dong Hee told her, he will not hold it in anymore. May I? Dok Son is not replying but went for him instead. So that is their first night together as a best friend couple. 

-----Bobby's part will be continue---
stay tune


Tuesday, March 24, 2020

LIFE CHECK 🎑📚✏📝

i still  carry it with me
the pain memories that i wanted to cherish forever
it is nothing big deal as long as you are still alive
Life is not wonderful if you are not feeling down at rock bottom
 ---- end----


this should not be getting on my nerves
but somehow, i discover i still afraid to face the fears.
the real fears that can collapse me anytime ; love
----- end ----

what is good life?
not doing bad things and working diligently .
--itaewon class 2020----

the bigger the dream, the bigger you will grow ---itaewon class 2020---'



Note to my dear self in future: So many korean dramas have been influencing you in positive ways. It madr you realised that you are a human not robot systemise by community. This drama teach you a lot. Never the less; teach about life value and how to strengthen your own beliefs and life principals. no matter who you are, it is a  fighting within yourself. to judging, to believe, to forcing someone else to believe your principals, it is about how you manaage to do that. Verbally attack is not how we do it these day. so thanks people surround you whom have been showing the real life it is.  

Monday, March 2, 2020

Memories 🗻

i seem to forget everything I had went through that why, writing is one thing that i must keep be doing to flashback all my memories. But i never decided to hang on my past. I just want to cherish them the way they were. 

I am not sad and I am not too proud. I want to compliment myself for hang in those moments which I would regarded as hard and terrified. Regardless of that, there is none of the days I would like to end my life miserably and there is none of the day that I feel I am the most pitiful. thanks memories 🌼

Just as a rememberance; in 2019 I mostly be doing online business through Instagram and from that, I could furnish myself into a marketer. Never thought I have such talent 😂. Even it is not much, they are still memories I want to cherish forever !