TODAY

Today many things happened and I would like to surpress only a few things. 

first i dont really wanna jump into my science field to fit in my working world. i found it distressing. a lot. 

secondly, i am still a poor girl who has so many dreams to be achieved

thirdly , i am trapped in this body that almost halt me to move forward.

i am still scared. scared to dead to even ponder what would happen to me in the future. 

so tired to compare, so tired to think. lead by example are not parallel to me.

living in a toxic surrounding with less self confidence would make it worsen.