DISDAIN ANIMOSITY

You named it. It hella two years and there is still not changing. 

I am disgusted. 

I took it as a learnin process from the start but it keep becomes hard and painful. 

Saya sedang mencari saya !

Still in hospital, potraying everything, feel everything. When the time ask me to be nice there are always a blocker in the kiddle of the road. 

Yesterday somehow so sweet. Got the number to call, got free food after mentioned it as a joke. To him, it might be a small gestures but it mean a lot to me. 

For some slumpy bumpy girl, there is no way these things are happening. It was close for sure on in lifetime to happen. 

Thanks for al the feels. Grateful for the heavu emotions too. Salute.