Well that was not created for me. Either i have no ambition or less greed i figured it out already. I wanted to live beyong any mean but still in a way that i can survive.
Today we got the news about covid in our placr. It was terrible. I am avoiding it at all cost and finally it was here. I am so scared. Feeling hopeless.
I am worried for mama. I cant bear the fear of losing someone i cherished the most. She is my pillar.
I longed for her even when she is in front of me. Seeing her all sicks hurt my heart so much. Someone with family would never understand that.
I wish all of these are not happening. Mama could be avle to walk and smile happily without any pain insides.
I hate to remember that this year only give me pain and hesitations. It was dark as ever. Mama was admitted to ward fourth times and undergoes covid inspections for twice.
It was horrible
It was dark.
I dont wanna repeat.
But i repeated it twice.
Horror 😢
I know next year would be tougher.. i am hoping for strength. Strenght so that i can stand up straight and think.
No word please be nice. Just hoping i can cope with everything and survive.
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