DROPLETS OF SEASONS

many are aware that near to end of year, rainy and flood season would welcomed us. 

to  me back in those years, i appreciate rainy seasons as there is no other way i would feel this cold without the need to pay the bills.

the newest me would hella worried as i need to take care many of things and it disturbed me to even hear the sound of the lightning. as i am growing older, i felt fear to many things. 

things are not the same it was used to be. i need to get used to it and moving on. 

the lucky and fun moments always there and you have lived with it. now focus on your dreams more. 

love you.