HATRED

i hate my life as much as i hate myself
i hate myself as much as I am not progressed
i hate myself as much as I am not happy
i hate myself for not being able to feel happy for own self
i hate myself for letting me live in a worrisome
i hate myself for the need to be worry all the time
i hate myself for the things i dont know how to react
i hate myself for disscover something too late