SOCIAL ANXIETY

I do not find comfort talking much around people. i keep changing and i am not the old me. i dont enjoy being with people and gain nothing from it. 

i need to recharge myself alone. explained why i always stays alone and locked myself up alone back in those years. 

i dont know what to say in a meanigless conversation. however, i do enjoy accompany with people that i wanted to be with. and this occur repeatedly when i am in a good mood and need sombody to spill the words inside me.