COLD ADULT

Been away exactly a month, I discovered many bad things about me. I have so many rocky sides. I am upset but I dont want to hide away my unlashed sides. 

If world willingly to acceot my shining side, they also should be able to accepy my rocky sides withiut failure. And again, I am explaining myself to be more kinder but I could not help.

Being an adult for 7 years, I realised why adult always cold; 

1. Miscommunication

2. Their problems should not involved kids

3. Egos

4. Short tempered

5.Problems

We cannot run from these things. We canmot hide it. Adults arguments always involved kids in the middle of the ways. They are victimise and disturbed. Only if adult can solve it verbally ad fronting. Why? Why the world is so cruel they dont let even kids stay calm. I also playedy part as well. I admitted I did wrong. Why world do rubbish?. I dont even want to love in this world. I told you. THE WORLD is so unfair filled with ignorant and cold people. What is scarier, I am also part of them. Till moment I die, I want to live the way I wanted and if I did things that are horribly wrong, you can just killed me right away. 

I wont blame. i am an adult, I am cold.