A STAR TO REMEMBER

She really left us when we ready

But still no one can halt the tears from falling down

The world that distinguish us now are different

No more squirm of yours

No more of your tears falling down due to pain

No more of your voices asking us to feed you

No more of your folks stories

No more of your angriness and sulking voices

However Star, 

I am certain about one thing, 

that you are gonna smiles everyday, 

that you are gonna be happy everyday,

that you are gonna feel blessed everyday

that you are gonna feel healthier at there,

that you  will risen up as one good and polishedvoices

I am the one who is uselss to say sorry and thank you at the same time

I am 

Thank you so much for presented in my life

Thank you so much for giving birth to my precious star

I love you Atok 

Al Fatihah (2509190400Jumaat)

THE MORNING HAS COME

I woke up to sweet imaginary in the morning

I ask the Lord to give me feels this sweetness even for a minute

The happiness are just written for me to feel

Only for a second

The rough day ahead seems do not want stop in the middle of the way

I take things easy but not carelessly

I tend to care more about what make me happy

I slipped into deep down my heart first than others

I prioritize me first but not neglect others

The 'give and take' I am practise in my life seems 

Getting me a good feedback

Life seems valuable to me  these day

Not produce thousands in a months

Not beautiful in your eyes

But still make it to live till today 

With a slight smile which soon to be the happiest and a very satiesfied smile

GUST OF FEELING

I had this feeling, 

it told me to love

I had this feeling, 

It told me to hate.

I had this feeling, 

It broke me into a pieces

I had this feeling, 

it told me to ignore

these two weird feelings,

came right through me and hurt me everytime.

The loves does not grow, the hates probes slow

the cycle that we denied

eventually happen everytime

it sad to see it happen within you

it is sad to neglected it. 

TALAM 3 MUKA

The three human faces theory is definitely true and it is kinda annoying that you need to feel wrong to yourself when in different situation.

  Human are said to have three different faces. When you are with your family, friend and your own self, your faces and behaviour would be totally different.

I hate that I need to hate myself after sometimes. I meant, it was me, the same me, even though there are 3 faces I had showed to.

I had rather not wanted to blame myself but I can not run from common stigma that says; when it is wrong, is wrong!

Dear self, pat your shoulder and it is okay to be yourself at different times, and what most important, it is never okay for you to take all the blames.

That is yourself by the way. You should be proud of it.


You are counted as feelingless, emotionless when you are not expressing yourself.

TALAM 3 MUKA SIGNING OFF.